If ten million fireflies, Lit up the world as I fell asleep,'Cause they'd fill the open air, And leave teardrops everywhere, You'd think me rude, But I would just stand and stare, I'd like to make myself believe, That planet Earth turns slowly, It's hard to say that I'd rather stay, Awake when I'm asleep, 'Cause everything is never as it seems, 'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs, From ten thousand lightning bugs, As they tried to teach me how to dance....

So I am back from Conference. It was ok...it wasnt how I wanted to end the season...but it was better than I thought I would do, if that makes sense. The first day I was seeded 13, and 11 in my IM and Fly...I held my spots to carry on to the next day but my times I felt were really shitty. I went a 1:42 in my IM which was second slower than I can swim it...and a 1:20 in my Fly which is about 2 seconds slower than what I can swim. The next day was better-ish...I went another second slower in my IM...I went the same time in my fly.
I guess what upsets me more is that I could do better...way better. It was my last time swimming it...but Oh well. I thought about it a lot and going back through my swims there wasn't anything I could have changed to go faster....I did what I was suppose to do at the time I was suppose to. I was sick and wasn't really in the pool for a week so I know that has to do with it but all in all...being sick and such...coming close to my actual times is pretty good...so I'm happy. But its over...I've already balled my eyes out. I wont be able to leave the pool...I've already decided I will most likely do laps at a local pool...lol...I CAN'T STOP!!!

The end of the season swim sleepover partay was fun...I got like 15 minuets all together of the team playing extreme ping pong. If you ever get a chance play it...most fun game I have come across..lol. I'm updating pictures and video to my facebook account check it out! We hung out a lot and did crafts..lol...I watched How to loose a guy in 10 days...which I love! But then we watched Fight Club...weirdest movie ever...but it was soooo good. It has Brad Pitt in it...if you ever want a crack trip rent it.

So that's about it...I got a metal for my 400 free relay...that was good...came in 14 in my IM and 11 in my Fly so yea...I'll update when I feel like it...lol

<3 Airi